Darkness The Mist

Eternal depression.

I dont know how to explain it.
I guess I fall into depression. Apparently I got what you always wanted to have.
But I cantt stand the thought of one. Overwhelms me.
I want only one small eternity for me.
Just me and my sadness.
My tears and my cries and pleas.
One small eternity and the second, everything goes back to normal.

I dont know how to explain it.
But I suffer, I feel like it is in his last moments.
This pain and suffering ..
What she saw and felt when ...
She's gone.
I dont know why I want suffering.
Maybe I'm a weird?

I dont know how to explain it ..
But depression is already at the limit of reason.
Stop time, eternal suffering.
And the second, it's okay.
You'll be fine.