Darkness The Mist

Miserable

Sitting on the bed, devises a plan. How to escape from the world, people.
Depressing. Crying spilled onto the lake bed.
I think ..
If heaven is up there, this is hell on earth
Work, home, dinner, work, home, dinner, work ...
Every day the same bullshit,
Earlier it wasnt so, my friends, family, money, freedom ..
Everything I've loved, I lost everything Became
Life sucks and then you die
The world is trying to plunge me into the eternal abyss of sorrow.
Other people can make us sad, but only we can make ourselves truly miserable
I hurt you hide it. No one will know what I'm hiding a monster in itself.
Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive
Whenever life sucks, remember you're going to die someday
I want to be in the better world, the world ... Is it possible to call the world?
I lose myself, I see a dark, terrifying abyss consumes me, I'm falling down endlessly. My body is changing. Slowly climb but ..
Again, I'm falling. I am weak.